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UserDon’t you know I’m using you? For a home, a tat, a lay You know that I’ll do anything Just to get my way
If I could find another Like you, or you, or you That could give me the same thing I’d leave you behind too
I don’t care about your love And this “meant to be” bullshit I’m just saying what you want to hear None of it is legit
I don’t care for you sonnets Or you sappy love songs You’re just like the rest I’m just dragging you along
I don’t want need or love & User
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AddictedIt’s a bitter sweet poison You force down my throat Keeping me blinded to The lies that you promote
From the very first taste I was addicted to you And it wasn’t too much longer That you knew it too
I need the way you are To hear the lies your spoke Sickly sweet is my desire It’s you on which I choke
Withdraws are ever painful But so is keeping them at bay It’s like I have to get a fix Just to make it through a day
Everything about you Draws me further in It’s a battle or wills Addicted
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.untitled.All at once I choke A taste of bitter sweet I appreciate the gift But it feels of deceit
It burns my mouth This taste of you I know not to ask For what I already knew
It sits on my stomache Like a sickened rock Im learning of things quickly Some doors should not unlock
I cant handle the truth You scare me more than most A touch of nothing From one that's but a ghost .untitled.
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Tue Apr 14, 2009, 5:24 PM

well i am still alive and functioning lol right now things are to say the least a little strange i am dealing with a situation that i have never thought i would encounter but it is here and i am trying to deal with emotions i havnt had to deal with sinse around 2000 and whats strange is its not the same as before so i dont know how to deal very well so i have asked god to help and he has answered me by giving me faith in him and his will so i thank him for his love and his grace and pray that things will be done according to his will. so i let go and let him guide me.

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